Do not fall in love with people like me.
I will take you to
museums, and parks, and monuments,
and kiss you in every beautiful
place, so that you can
never go back to them
without tasting me
like blood in your mouth.
I will destroy you in the most
beautiful way possible.
And when I leave
you will finally understand,
why storms are named after people.
- Caitlyn SiehlLiterary Sexts: A Collection of Short & Sexy Love Poems


5 Aug 2014 at 5:25 PM ∞






Travelogue: Land of Smiles 2014



5 Aug 2014 at 5:20 PM ∞


HELLO THAILAND!
The trip to Bangkok knocked us for four days. I traveled with Rizelle and Bianca — my jetsetter buddies who were also my beach buddies in Bohol! We’re very clingy officemates, we know. :-) The three-hour plane ride was just as smooth (thanks to Armin and his mixes!) It’s also my first time to skip across time zones, Thailand being an hour ahead of Manila Time. There doesn’t seem to be any difference with Manila though so you’d think they’re like the Philippines in so many ways, but they’re not.
Part of me was dreading to visit Thailand due to the unrest political rallies in the recent months. A week prior to the trip, the military declared coup d’état and we had no choice but to postpone our flights till the end of June. We’re so glad though that come our re-booking dates, curfew was finally lifted, and the entire trip was pretty much peaceful throughout.

Thailand Day 1: Majestic Bangkok
If you’ve never been to The Grand Palace, you’ve never been to Thailand. Or at least that’s how I should say it — it’s a must visit! Pom (our tour guide we booked from Tour With Tong, who btw we find really adorable) showed us around and made us all totally captivated by the beauty of the place. I saw why many proclaim this to be the most beautiful place in Thailand. The structures and monuments were all shiny, gold, and very majestic looking. You can see the fine artwork and intrinsic design of the monastery. Golden mosaic tiles form the side of the golden chedi. Highly detailed architectural features. We were very impressed!
We made our journeys on foot during our first day, and it’s been quite tedious. But the feeling of riding Tuk Tuk (the tricycle here in PH) and the Chao Phraya express boat (they call it river taxi) — priceless!

Thailand Day 2: Ironically Perfect Ruins of Ayutthaya
On our second day, Charlie (another superb private tour guide from Tour With Tong), picked us up and drove us all the way up to north of Bangkok — Ayutthaya.
Ayutthaya was once the capital of Thailand but is now in a state of ruin, burnt to the ground, but was restored and is now an interesting place to visit. I’m so glad we included this ancient place in our itinerary. Old Thai architecture is truly amazing! We ‘wowed’ and ‘ooohed’ in every temple under the sun’s striking rays. That day was also a close encounter with tigers and snakes and elephants and monkeys.. I won’t go into details but Day 2 was like a total package!
We finished the Ayutthaya tour before 4PM and we asked Charlie to drop us off at Chatuchak Weekend Market. After rummaging through the stores, we decided to head back to Pratunam. We hailed a cab and the guy who drove us was in particular a very funny and jovial one. He tried his best to answer our questions about Bangkok, and pointed out sights along the way. Definitely made our day!
It was just Day 2 of our Bangkok tour and we have been extremely lucky during this trip, with everything going smoothly, and running into people who have been extremely nice and helpful.

Thailand Day 3: Ratchaburi Floating Market and Shopping District of Pratunam
Perhaps another popular tour we did not regret getting was the Damnoen Saduak Floating Market in Ratchaburi. Notably, it’s one of the oldest floating markets in the world where goods are sold from boats. Prices tend to be a rip-off though but you get the traditional shopping feels. Or another way to put it — buying things you don’t really need just for experience’s sake. Hahaha.
Our first three days in Thailand were all but tours. Being with these two girls entails one more significant thing: retailing! We strategically picked the place we’d be staying at in the outskirts of the busy shopping district of Pratunam. You go down our hotel and you get to pick on an array of mouth-watering street foods, and few steps ahead and you are surrounded with shops selling the cheapest clothes, shoes, bags, name them! I swear strolling along the streets alone already made me shed Bahts and that was even before we reached Platinum Fashion Mall — the mall literally packed to the brim with hundreds of fashion shops spread over 5 or 6 levels! 
Funny thing is, we were always mistaken as Thais. Before the trip, we studied few Thai words that we thought we could use in shopping (you know, so they don’t mark-up prices). So when we ask, “Tao Rai Ka? (How much?)” they always converse back in their local dialect and we always end up saying: “Sorry, we don’t understand Thai.” Hahaha!
Ooooh. The last night in our hotel. Bittersweet.
I would love to come back and seek more adventures (pristine beaches, Red Light District [must must must!], Bangkok nightlife, lady boy live actions lol and whatever Bangkok has to offer) I can’t wait! <3

Overall:
What we loved: Pad Thai noodles
Don’t miss: Elephant ride in Ayutthaya
If only: We have more time
What to wear: Something silky but conservative
The structures left me speechless. The details, gems, stones and built of The Grand Palace and all the temples were done in the most perfect way. The structures prestigiously stand on the ground, illuminating reflections of gold and other sparkling colors. The ruins — oh those ruins — purposely ruined perhaps by history to pave way for a beautiful legacy Thailand has to offer its people. Got me smiling all throughout the trip. It was literally and figuratively a ‘wow’ moment for all of us.
For friends and readers who follow me on my Instagram, you would probably know that I had also recently returned from Palawan. So in order to pen down as many memories as possible on my travel experiences for future reference, I need to first clear Bohol and Thailand backlogs before I could start sharing something on our recent trip in El Nido. I may be biased though because I always have something to say on my favorite travels… you get it, Thailand captured my heart, that I really had to make an effort making a blog post about this trip. :-)
Khob Khun Ka, Thailand! ♡ I swear I’ll be back! 

HELLO THAILAND!

The trip to Bangkok knocked us for four days. I traveled with Rizelle and Bianca — my jetsetter buddies who were also my beach buddies in Bohol! We’re very clingy officemates, we know. :-) The three-hour plane ride was just as smooth (thanks to Armin and his mixes!) It’s also my first time to skip across time zones, Thailand being an hour ahead of Manila Time. There doesn’t seem to be any difference with Manila though so you’d think they’re like the Philippines in so many ways, but they’re not.

Part of me was dreading to visit Thailand due to the unrest political rallies in the recent months. A week prior to the trip, the military declared coup d’état and we had no choice but to postpone our flights till the end of June. We’re so glad though that come our re-booking dates, curfew was finally lifted, and the entire trip was pretty much peaceful throughout.

image

Thailand Day 1: Majestic Bangkok

If you’ve never been to The Grand Palace, you’ve never been to Thailand. Or at least that’s how I should say it — it’s a must visit! Pom (our tour guide we booked from Tour With Tong, who btw we find really adorable) showed us around and made us all totally captivated by the beauty of the place. I saw why many proclaim this to be the most beautiful place in Thailand. The structures and monuments were all shiny, gold, and very majestic looking. You can see the fine artwork and intrinsic design of the monastery. Golden mosaic tiles form the side of the golden chedi. Highly detailed architectural features. We were very impressed!

We made our journeys on foot during our first day, and it’s been quite tedious. But the feeling of riding Tuk Tuk (the tricycle here in PH) and the Chao Phraya express boat (they call it river taxi) — priceless!

image

Thailand Day 2: Ironically Perfect Ruins of Ayutthaya

On our second day, Charlie (another superb private tour guide from Tour With Tong), picked us up and drove us all the way up to north of Bangkok — Ayutthaya.

Ayutthaya was once the capital of Thailand but is now in a state of ruin, burnt to the ground, but was restored and is now an interesting place to visit. I’m so glad we included this ancient place in our itinerary. Old Thai architecture is truly amazing! We ‘wowed’ and ‘ooohed’ in every temple under the sun’s striking rays. That day was also a close encounter with tigers and snakes and elephants and monkeys.. I won’t go into details but Day 2 was like a total package!

We finished the Ayutthaya tour before 4PM and we asked Charlie to drop us off at Chatuchak Weekend Market. After rummaging through the stores, we decided to head back to Pratunam. We hailed a cab and the guy who drove us was in particular a very funny and jovial one. He tried his best to answer our questions about Bangkok, and pointed out sights along the way. Definitely made our day!

It was just Day 2 of our Bangkok tour and we have been extremely lucky during this trip, with everything going smoothly, and running into people who have been extremely nice and helpful.

image

Thailand Day 3: Ratchaburi Floating Market and Shopping District of Pratunam

Perhaps another popular tour we did not regret getting was the Damnoen Saduak Floating Market in Ratchaburi. Notably, it’s one of the oldest floating markets in the world where goods are sold from boats. Prices tend to be a rip-off though but you get the traditional shopping feels. Or another way to put it — buying things you don’t really need just for experience’s sake. Hahaha.

Our first three days in Thailand were all but tours. Being with these two girls entails one more significant thing: retailing! We strategically picked the place we’d be staying at in the outskirts of the busy shopping district of Pratunam. You go down our hotel and you get to pick on an array of mouth-watering street foods, and few steps ahead and you are surrounded with shops selling the cheapest clothes, shoes, bags, name them! I swear strolling along the streets alone already made me shed Bahts and that was even before we reached Platinum Fashion Mall — the mall literally packed to the brim with hundreds of fashion shops spread over 5 or 6 levels! 

Funny thing is, we were always mistaken as Thais. Before the trip, we studied few Thai words that we thought we could use in shopping (you know, so they don’t mark-up prices). So when we ask, “Tao Rai Ka? (How much?)” they always converse back in their local dialect and we always end up saying: “Sorry, we don’t understand Thai.” Hahaha!

Ooooh. The last night in our hotel. Bittersweet.

I would love to come back and seek more adventures (pristine beaches, Red Light District [must must must!], Bangkok nightlife, lady boy live actions lol and whatever Bangkok has to offer) I can’t wait! <3

image

Overall:

What we loved: Pad Thai noodles

Don’t miss: Elephant ride in Ayutthaya

If only: We have more time

What to wear: Something silky but conservative

The structures left me speechless. The details, gems, stones and built of The Grand Palace and all the temples were done in the most perfect way. The structures prestigiously stand on the ground, illuminating reflections of gold and other sparkling colors. The ruins — oh those ruins — purposely ruined perhaps by history to pave way for a beautiful legacy Thailand has to offer its people. Got me smiling all throughout the trip. It was literally and figuratively a ‘wow’ moment for all of us.

For friends and readers who follow me on my Instagram, you would probably know that I had also recently returned from Palawan. So in order to pen down as many memories as possible on my travel experiences for future reference, I need to first clear Bohol and Thailand backlogs before I could start sharing something on our recent trip in El Nido. I may be biased though because I always have something to say on my favorite travels… you get it, Thailand captured my heart, that I really had to make an effort making a blog post about this trip. :-)

Khob Khun Ka, Thailand! ♡ I swear I’ll be back! 



5 Aug 2014 at 5:19 PM ∞




We will explore places, try interesting food, drink the town’s local beer, and party to music we recently heard like it’s the sound of our exciting lives. Someday, someday. ♡

We will explore places, try interesting food, drink the town’s local beer, and party to music we recently heard like it’s the sound of our exciting lives. Someday, someday. 



5 Aug 2014 at 9:35 AM ∞






20 Jul 2014 at 1:53 AM ∞




Probably confident but completely insecure

Every now and then my insecurities spring out of the box. I constantly bring up my anxiety issues here on my blog, so I have decided to talk about this once and for all.

You know, there is always a time when I feel like my whole self is drowning. All these phrases about me being a tall, thin woman–oh not only those, but other labels thrown around me–essentially pushed by people down my throat… I have to act like I don’t care or I will just cover my animosity, but really, I always find them offensive.

When people tell me, “You know what? You’re beautiful but–” that’s when it hits the most. For every compliment there’s always a “but” argument. Can’t it just be “You’re beautiful” period because she really is? How am I supposed to form any sort of opinion about how I look? How am I supposed to love who I am when all I know of myself is what I hear through other people’s mouths?

I smile, momentarily, I smile because it’s ridiculous how affected I was with other people’s idea when I know I did nothing wrong – this is who I am, not everyone’s perception of me. And everyone is different and everyone is perfect in their own way. I have been this way ever since. I felt stupid for not seeing myself as I really am.

So I am starting to think everyday one thing I like about myself. I tell myself how much natural beauty is so very beautiful. I have come this far and it’s too far along this positive path to turn around. I am learning everyday that I am strong and I’m the only one who can tell myself any different.

Real women are fat. And thin. And both. And neither. And otherwise. I owe no explanations for my flaws. I don’t have to justify my mistakes, my past, my insecurities. I’m tall and lithe but I don’t need to be fixed. Society’s narrow-minded view of beauty is what’s broken.



14 Jul 2014 at 9:25 PM ∞